My dearly departed friend, Milton Murphy, used to say,"every beginning is difficult." I find that to be true here as I sit down to begin chronicling our journey toward our new son FX. I will try to be as honest and open as I can, but please remember for security reason, there are some things I can't say on the Internet. There will be gaps in some stories or some incongruent elements . "There is more in Heaven and earth than are dreamt of in your philosophies, Horatio." One day we will tell the story in full.